Happy Times; In My Life, Old and New To Come.

I, as you all well know, am moving to Alberta in about a month. I went to bible study last night over at Annette and Scotty's house, it reminded me of the old days. The old days when I would set up for New Heights starting at seven in the morning, and all my happy times, and .... I'm going to miss this more then anyone can understand. Last night I was surroundedd by those people that are very close to me. I was reminded how much I am loved. I am happy that I am going to be with my daughter, but I don't know how long I will be able to stay away for. Don't get me wrong, the internet is an amazing thing that helps people stay connected to each other, but I am going to miss my everyday hugs and being picked on by those who love me. Right now I am sitting down at the Bad Dog Grill, helping Scotty in the kitchen with prep and such, I miss Mona Pizza. Mona's was my release from anything and everything. When I was at Mona's, in my element, all my worries drifted away I was happy to be at work and to be running my restaraunt. But such is life, and everything happens for a reason. I'm really thankful that Scotty lets me come in and work. It's almost like I remember it. I go back to my statement of Ambiguous. Well that's the best way to explain my feelings. I'm quite sure that most of you feel a little betrayed that I am leavinG. I know you put all that work into showing me that I am loved and appreciated and then I decide that I am leaving. Well I am completely apologetic. I pray that you'll forgive me. I will be back. This isn't the end of Amanda as we know it. I'm cpoming back. I promise. I love you all. Well to ens this on a positive note back to work I go. I will be in Mission until probably Saturday or Sunday. I have a baby shower to go to on Sunday in Chilliwack.

Love always,
Amanda.